| I'm at work again...bored out of my mind...the story of my life huh? so i start reading xangas, surfing facebook, checking emails...all the usual constantly...ive read so many entries commenting on how summer is ending and deep reflections of what people have found, not found, figured out, not figured out, understood, and not understood this summer...well, for me, this summer was a fruitful summer. somewhat productive with my classes, finding the perfect occupation for me, dancing as usual, missing those not here, but the most important thing is all the time i have actually spent with people and not stuck in a room by myself waiting for things to happen or being too lazy to do something. ive met some very cool people this summer, got to know many i knew much better and i just wonder, where have they been my whole life and where have i been?! hahaha...reading BX's xanga, i realize yes, this has been a great summer! and yes, it has been much much fun! i reflect upon my friends, and thank god for letting me have them. person-person relationships are hard and complicated at times, but when you find people you click with, you feel "at home" with...those you hold on to. you should hold onto them hard! because those people will be there when you need them and at the same time, you for them.
i also praise and love technology today for its convenience...facebook, xanga, emails...to know what a friend is doing on the other side of the planet...what someone is doing at home...their daily happenings, just as if i were there...just there, right next to them...its a sense of connection i feel that is necessary to a person's well being...really hahah
but there are also jerks out there in the world...like at work....you become drawn into the "real world", where you realize, this is the real shit...and become nostalgic for all those times it was just you and your friends at each other's house for sleepovers, when it was just all simply school, even when you're crying your eyes out in the bathroom because of a bad test....
i dont know...while reading xanga today, i saw a picture of my bro on a friend's xanga, and i was like..wow, he's grown up...hahah, yes i sound old, but i just cant get over how fast time just flies...this entry is like ALL over the place...but theyre just random thoughts, understandings, observations, questions ive had... |
